June 18, 2011
I'm in transition for a few things on where I express what I write on the Internet; I'm going to put this here for now:
--Google, I just answered your question; is your HATEFUL response what I can expect when I give an honest answer? Should I even be asking that question by now?
I'm not under any illusion that the way I've been treated is fair; if I ever make explanations of my own behavior, it's because I want to and not because I feel as if I deserve anything that's happened.
There's nothing kind, or fair or introspective about the way I've been treated. I don't owe you ANY explanations, and you and others who have abused me have done a lot of damage to my life for no good reason at all. What's more, I'm not hurting a lot of other people with my behavior, and the big harassers are. What they've done affects the whole world in a negative way; I've never done anything remotely that bad.
There's no perfect way to handle what I've been going through. I DON'T agree; I don't agree with what's going on, and nothing that I've done or ever could do is an excuse for any of what has happened to me and to the world because of what the big harassers, of which you are one, have done.
This is what I meant when I wrote "I'm not going to worry about hints." I'm not going to spend all my time worrying about people who are decided on a course of unfair and horrible action think of me and say about me. When I want to talk about something, I will, but I'm not going to be dragged here, there and everywhere by you saying mean things the second I try to be nice.
@7:40 p.m.
--Awards for doing bad things
The wife in the celebrity couple that I mentioned on this blog earlier today and who has been involved in every bad issue I've discussed just got an award for being "a leader in her field" for "'Women in Film."
I would say that her getting that award, and others who get similar awards get them because the people in charge of that industry, both the men and the women, are chauvinists with low standards and bad morals.
That's ALSO why most of the celebrities are celebrities; it's because they've always been willing to do the bad things that the people who run the industry want them to do. The whole industry gets passed from one bad group of people in one generation to the next bad group of people in the next generation.
It's the same thing that happened in Burlington, with people who were part of the harassment all giving awards to each other at the end of the year.
Has anyone ever called Hollywood "The Biggest Small Town In The World?" Do I get to coin that phrase, or did someone else already do it and I don't remember? I just looked it up on the Internet; I don't see it, so maybe it's an original.
@7:57 p.m.
--And I'm right again!
I knew I wasn't going to get along with the entertainment industry; I knew that at least 3 years ago, before I was at all famous. I didn't know exactly what would happen, but I knew that my independence and lack of interest in anti-feminist activity would not make me popular there.
@8:05 p.m.
--That's it.
That's it for famous people. It's interesting; several weeks ago, I said that 17 (code) was the last famous person I was going to consider dating, and that turned out to be true minus one more.
Anyone I try to date is going to end up being famous, so assuming that my life brings me to a time when I'm able to date people or have a normal life at all, I'm curious as to who will show up. I've had a vision of the place and person in my mind for a few weeks; it's not anyone I've met or heard of. It's something that's been developing in my mind as I tried to imagine where I'd like to go next.
June 18, 2011 @10:41 p.m.
--Polyvore
As I've said, I'm going to leave my Polyvore blog where it is, as it is, for a while. Removing what was there at other times after a few minutes or a few hours only made me vulnerable to being more abused all the time; lies being implied about me by the Times Argus, for one.
Copyright L. Kochman June 18, 2011 @ 10:48 p.m.
I'm in transition for a few things on where I express what I write on the Internet; I'm going to put this here for now:
--Google, I just answered your question; is your HATEFUL response what I can expect when I give an honest answer? Should I even be asking that question by now?
I'm not under any illusion that the way I've been treated is fair; if I ever make explanations of my own behavior, it's because I want to and not because I feel as if I deserve anything that's happened.
There's nothing kind, or fair or introspective about the way I've been treated. I don't owe you ANY explanations, and you and others who have abused me have done a lot of damage to my life for no good reason at all. What's more, I'm not hurting a lot of other people with my behavior, and the big harassers are. What they've done affects the whole world in a negative way; I've never done anything remotely that bad.
There's no perfect way to handle what I've been going through. I DON'T agree; I don't agree with what's going on, and nothing that I've done or ever could do is an excuse for any of what has happened to me and to the world because of what the big harassers, of which you are one, have done.
This is what I meant when I wrote "I'm not going to worry about hints." I'm not going to spend all my time worrying about people who are decided on a course of unfair and horrible action think of me and say about me. When I want to talk about something, I will, but I'm not going to be dragged here, there and everywhere by you saying mean things the second I try to be nice.
@7:40 p.m.
--Awards for doing bad things
The wife in the celebrity couple that I mentioned on this blog earlier today and who has been involved in every bad issue I've discussed just got an award for being "a leader in her field" for "'Women in Film."
I would say that her getting that award, and others who get similar awards get them because the people in charge of that industry, both the men and the women, are chauvinists with low standards and bad morals.
That's ALSO why most of the celebrities are celebrities; it's because they've always been willing to do the bad things that the people who run the industry want them to do. The whole industry gets passed from one bad group of people in one generation to the next bad group of people in the next generation.
It's the same thing that happened in Burlington, with people who were part of the harassment all giving awards to each other at the end of the year.
Has anyone ever called Hollywood "The Biggest Small Town In The World?" Do I get to coin that phrase, or did someone else already do it and I don't remember? I just looked it up on the Internet; I don't see it, so maybe it's an original.
@7:57 p.m.
--And I'm right again!
I knew I wasn't going to get along with the entertainment industry; I knew that at least 3 years ago, before I was at all famous. I didn't know exactly what would happen, but I knew that my independence and lack of interest in anti-feminist activity would not make me popular there.
@8:05 p.m.
--That's it.
That's it for famous people. It's interesting; several weeks ago, I said that 17 (code) was the last famous person I was going to consider dating, and that turned out to be true minus one more.
Anyone I try to date is going to end up being famous, so assuming that my life brings me to a time when I'm able to date people or have a normal life at all, I'm curious as to who will show up. I've had a vision of the place and person in my mind for a few weeks; it's not anyone I've met or heard of. It's something that's been developing in my mind as I tried to imagine where I'd like to go next.
June 18, 2011 @10:41 p.m.
--Polyvore
As I've said, I'm going to leave my Polyvore blog where it is, as it is, for a while. Removing what was there at other times after a few minutes or a few hours only made me vulnerable to being more abused all the time; lies being implied about me by the Times Argus, for one.
Copyright L. Kochman June 18, 2011 @ 10:48 p.m.