October 30, 2010 @ 7:59 p.m.
The other day the time was 4:28 p.m., and that's how I listed the time where I was writing on Weebly.
I don't think that there are any 28-year-olds who have consistently shown interest in me over the past 2 years.
Nobody who is part of the harassment is someone whom I'm going to ask to become part of my life, no matter what age the person is.
Nobody who has a girlfriend or who is married is someone whom I'm going to be interested in dating.
People who are extremely famous and who are beset by rabid fans are still not people whom I feel it's in the best interests of my happiness to spend a lot of time with.
People whose income depends on businesses who do things that I really don't like are people with whom I think any personal relationships of any kind that I developed would either immediately or eventually experience a lot of conflict. The closer the relationship became, the more conflict there would be.
This has been a difficult year, but I think that my first ideas on these subjects are still the best ideas I've had about them.
October 30, 2010 @ 9:18 p.m.
I realized yesterday that I have a lot of pictures that I haven't ever taken from my camera and put on my computer as files to upload to the Internet. Making a comprehensive, chronologically sequential file on Weebly of all of the pictures I've taken of the harassment and other issues since I started taking pictures isn't something I can do today.
I think this is a good time to say again that I chose to be without the Internet or TV where I lived for 5 years, and before that I only ever used it for e-mail or research for school papers. It's only been in the past 2 years that I tried anything like Friendster. I've had the Weebly blog off and on since this past summer, but it was the first blog I ever tried; before that I'd never had a blog, nor had I ever wanted one. I would write things on Friendster and then remove them and replace them as I thought of new things to write.
I got a digital camera this past summer; I'd never used one before. I've never had a cellphone with a camera function on it, either, and more than a year ago I got rid of the cellphone I had. I paid the fine for breaking my contract with the cellphone company so that I wouldn't have to have the cellphone anymore.
I'm not technophobic, but I wouldn't say I'm especially techno-savvy.
Copyright L. Kochman October 30, 2010
The other day the time was 4:28 p.m., and that's how I listed the time where I was writing on Weebly.
I don't think that there are any 28-year-olds who have consistently shown interest in me over the past 2 years.
Nobody who is part of the harassment is someone whom I'm going to ask to become part of my life, no matter what age the person is.
Nobody who has a girlfriend or who is married is someone whom I'm going to be interested in dating.
People who are extremely famous and who are beset by rabid fans are still not people whom I feel it's in the best interests of my happiness to spend a lot of time with.
People whose income depends on businesses who do things that I really don't like are people with whom I think any personal relationships of any kind that I developed would either immediately or eventually experience a lot of conflict. The closer the relationship became, the more conflict there would be.
This has been a difficult year, but I think that my first ideas on these subjects are still the best ideas I've had about them.
October 30, 2010 @ 9:18 p.m.
I realized yesterday that I have a lot of pictures that I haven't ever taken from my camera and put on my computer as files to upload to the Internet. Making a comprehensive, chronologically sequential file on Weebly of all of the pictures I've taken of the harassment and other issues since I started taking pictures isn't something I can do today.
I think this is a good time to say again that I chose to be without the Internet or TV where I lived for 5 years, and before that I only ever used it for e-mail or research for school papers. It's only been in the past 2 years that I tried anything like Friendster. I've had the Weebly blog off and on since this past summer, but it was the first blog I ever tried; before that I'd never had a blog, nor had I ever wanted one. I would write things on Friendster and then remove them and replace them as I thought of new things to write.
I got a digital camera this past summer; I'd never used one before. I've never had a cellphone with a camera function on it, either, and more than a year ago I got rid of the cellphone I had. I paid the fine for breaking my contract with the cellphone company so that I wouldn't have to have the cellphone anymore.
I'm not technophobic, but I wouldn't say I'm especially techno-savvy.
Copyright L. Kochman October 30, 2010